Susan Lynne Schwenger · Shared Public October 21, 2018 relationships normally restrict you, and, they hold you back !!! if i was to dream up the perfect person... they'd be a partner, perhaps, a best friend like the wind, they'd whirl around me they make me feel LIKE MORE, never less they would know my real values of being caring, considerate, kind and thoughtful they could speak to me, without words they could energetically exchange with me they could feel my deepest feelings and, they could feel my deepest thoughts through my energetic transfers, and, touch we could dance in shared energies to the outer limits of the universe they could feel my warmth they could manifest themselves right out of the dream worlds and, step into a shared reality they could make me smile, and, make me laugh they would long to be close, and, at the same time they would also grant me space they would know the importance of making some time for me they would know alot of my life i was NEVER loved i was NEVER listened to and; i was ignored i was oft times, shutdown or isolated and, they'd realize an investment in time is the only thing that pays any dividends worth chasing after... lost moments, never come again sometimes, when another loses interest that lost interest, is permanent they'd see me as more than a warm body to sleep with, or, make love with and, would transcend the gambits from peace to passion chemistry to caring laughter to love, and, many other points to discover, and, to explore it is hard to just eXchange alone h your heart, soul, life and money Someone to create with, and, discover things with, and, explore things with, and, just KNOW they will be there for me, and, have my back, i'm tired of even trying to get into a relationship, partnerships are much easier Relationships just aren't for me, but a partnership... I'll take that. That’s my type of person... I want to fill the pages of my journal by writing about them during the twilight hours of the heart - much like now, in these early morning hours. I’ve found the best way to fall back asleep, is writing about the dream that I’m living. This is how I came to know, love.
Susan Lynne Schwenger June 1, 2018 · Shared with Public i once got info - and; it was about something from the far east; and; orated - or; spoken - it started with a 'n' and; had '12' aspects to it -Nidānas yes, Nidānas is what i was told - and; if you believe in past lives there was 12 souls who worked on it, apparently, i was one of those souls Manage Like · Reply · 27m · Edited Susan Lynne Schwenger Susan Lynne Schwenger which propels the soul magically from zeropoint thru 3 magic levels of existence, into the 4th - like 4 flying triangles, where the 13th line of spirit activates, all that is, your spirit births into a body to transform its assortment of levels of consciousness, then thru those to the point of the true awakening of your six senses, thru both higher intellectual and higher emotionals centring for lower and higher seeing or vision, lower of and lower hearing, lower and higher olfactory sensation, lower and higher gustatory sensation, lower and higher tactile sensation, and lower and higher thoughts which are then achieved in alignment with discarnate souls - essence twins, task companions, traveling companions...thru the 12 levels of bodies which exist in a 12 level universe (we did a lot of work on this since 1966, when we drown), and, had a NDE other parts of this relate to your consciousness, formations, touch, sensations, the 11th of which is your spiritual rebirth, and, the12th leads into physical wind down of a body normally thru old age, and, the eventual death of a 3d body, into a rebirth into a spiritual form ... the1st would be your chose to incarnate or birth, the 2nd, is about sensations, the 3rd one, the ability to perceive, and; the 4th is about forming formations that will be transported into the 5th real knowing within the full framework of your consciousness, the 6th is about touch - both higher and levels, and, the 7th is about sensations - both higher and lovel, and, the 8th relates to carving ? maybe carvings ? , and, 9th to cinging ? maybe clinging - like need to shed what does not fit, and, be who you are, and, do that authenically and, 10th after you shed 8 and 9, moves one into the 10th, that of becoming; truly authentics and; the 11th is a spiritual rebirth and; the 12th is about being all that - a stage of being old, being wise, the gateway to your next world All reactions: 11 yeah; and, 13 is my bridge - the 13th bridge ~susan lynne schwenger @13linesofspirit @in12d #thefinalfire #theoriginalspark the journey to #the13thbridge