Vidya - the mere fact, you state 'this is NOT personal' - trust me, i KNOW, it is personal (and, you what, the way you dialogue with a person also, tells me, you are NOT a very caring, considerate NOR kind person (in your attempt to pull wool over some people's eyes, KNOW this, that type of fleecing does NOT work with me !!! Those who see the world as crazy, likely side with people, who are also crazy SO, be careful, as, well as mindful as, to whose camp you choose to land in !!! i do NOT repeat my GAB posts on the mists... i'm not advertising anything, nor, selling anything, NOR contacting any members on the sly !!! i've been on this site since it opened up i've done well over 4000 posts - without much of a problem from anyone - except ashera, and, NOW you ??? I have NEVER called OUT 'ashera' ??? i think you have that very backwards, i have NOT even responded to Ashera, as, nothing THEY HAVE posted is 'on the same topic' as, my topic, but, is put on my threads to try to frustrate me ~ sorry, but, nothing either of you are going to do, is going to frustrate me !!! i also do NOT discuss my spirituality NOR mysticism with anyone here on the mists ??? where do you get this information from ??? if the extent of your mathematics, extend to: 0=2 (best of luck to you, i'd love to see what you end up with in your final equations) however, i'd certainly NOT test my luck, trying out your bridge !!! so, what you are saying is all the people in the spiritual section of The Mists are pushing cointelpro ??? (sorry, but, i doubt that is true) you leave me with the impression, you think you are the only person on the site have you NOT seen how many views some of my posts have had - althogh, i'm choosing to delete them I DO NOT POST on THE MISTS, FOR ONLY YOU -SO, WHY ON EARTH WOULD YOU ASSUME I DO MY POSTS WITH NO CARE ??? TWO ENDED UP ONCE in the wrong section, recently normally, all my posts are in one section - thuban ??? and, do NOT end up out there in the general mainstream of the site YOU ARE VERY WRONG, i came to the site, i lit a candle for 5 years i came to the site; i put up a few butterflies for Brook i made a few comments on a few people's posts SO, from what i can see this is PERSONAL and, it is NOT me that is being freakin' inappropriate. crazy times ??? you might live on the edge of 'crazy' times - but, i do NOT i have NO desire to stay in THE MISTS, esp; if i have to deal with people like you i have NOT posted any NABs, NOR BS in my posts ? i'm not sure where you get that idea from sadly; i've erased most of my posts but; dr. fauci post was NABS ??? i started one post of astrology / stars / eclipses / new-full moons ??? based on astrophysics / and, using star charts I'M not SURE why after 5 years, and, you have NOT even said as much as hello to me, that i would be required to take YOU & your silly demands seriously ??? you really can NOT be serious, in your demands ??? because how you are writing to me, is laughable at best... you make critical remarks on my english ? maybe it isn't my first language, but, my 3rd language ??? BTW this is a posting board NOT A FORMAL CLASS where we are writing to get graded for a thesis for a doctorate ??? i've done a lot of things to help a lot of people connected to this group of people from project avalon/camelot to the mists and, beyond over the years - i've send money and stuff to people who were strangers (most were grateful, but, a few didn't even write a thank you note) - i've called people on my dime and, talked to them for 3 hrs to try to help them - i've send people money so they can have a xmas (i do NOT have any of my own children) - however, funny thing when i needed help, NOT one person helped me (and, the irony was, i helped everyone, even though i could 'ill afford' to do so i went without groceries to help people or, i just missed a week of shopping for myself however, one needs to look at all the ridiculous accusations you are hurling at me, for nothing ??? if you do NOT like my posts - then block me, so; you do NOT have to see them - send me a private message MY CONCLUSIONS IN ALL OF THIS: i'm not sure what thread you are writing on the mists that i am missing that has you angry and your knickers tied up in knots, because i've NEVER seen any of your posts ~and, i am normally pretty observant of things MAYBE i'm NOT interested in what you write about !!! (after reading what you wrote me, i'd sure NOT go out of my way to read anything you write) and, that is a SAD FACT, but, it is you who choose to be MR. McMean and McNasty !!! anyway - i'm thru with this site i will continue to delete my posts til they are all gone i wish you well however, i'm not going to fight with you you are NOT worth the expenditure of my good energy / susan